Dear god,

I’m sorry for reaching you out this way, and I’m sorry because of the language in advance
I have never spoken to a god, indeed, I don’t know how to do so
Please excuse my inexperience
All I wanted to say was a “thank you”
I don’t know what I thank for
I can assume that I thank you for you, being
Being is hard god
But you are, and you make us be
However I don’t know how to be
You know it better god…
I am not writing this letter to thank you that you gave me myself
Tho I don’t know whether I got myself

By the way, did you really give me a part of you?
That would feel amazing to be honest,
That’s such a generous move
I’m not sure if it matters but I appreciate it god
I have some friends
Who would appriciate it as well

Oh thank you that I am not broken or spoilt
God you know I used to cry
Just looking at a dry wall
God I’d cry just being
It was hurtful
I didn’t have me back then
I wasn’t me god, you knew it
You remember me looking at an empty street from a hotel room filled with dim lights
Oh god I confessed a lot
I was not me, secretly
Yes god it was a secret
You remember, my mom didn’t know
And neither did I know my mom
God my hands were too short to grab your existence
Thank you for me
I left my mom’s hands crossing the street
And there, I lost everything but lust
I was gone, finding
Unaccounted
I probably crossed that street without me
And was still looking for it
Yet, you brought me back to myself
Held me and retuned to my body

By the way god, can you please make me have a dream of this tonight?
I would really love that
To lose my reality in my dream
But please bring it back by the morning
I trust you god

What can I do for you?
I know you don’t need anything but
You know that’s the question people ask
I have never spoken to someone who isn’t a human
But you did, right?
So I’m sorry if I don’t know from what channel to send you this
But I really want you to respond my letter
This is a thank letter god,
Thank you for not creating me as a tear
Because once I was…

I’m waiting for you response as soon as possible
I can’t wait to hear you
I love you god
Best regards, I think

I wish we could text real-time when ever
I would have a lot of questions to you
It’s so sad you’re not sending me a voice message